Down here in Texas, we had scarcely any winter, and now, the
week of Valentines Day, we are having spring, which is absolutely my favorite
time of year until summer, when the night settles late and the oncoming
darkness is laced with the song of crickets and tree frogs. When I had a pond,
I also had a bullfrog. I loved him for the bass notes. Then I love fall when
the light goes more quickly from the day and somehow the earth seems quieter,
more contemplative. And I’m glad for the very short days of winter that keep me
inside, tucked up reading and dreaming of something new I want to write.
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But now I’m in love with spring. All winter, what little
there was, I’ve been immersed in a project that is entering its final stages,
but every day for the last week or two, spring called; the song renews every
year, and every year I respond as if I never heard anything so lovely before,
or as if I’m still the person who was raised in more northern climes, standing
awestruck at the sight of my mother’s daffodils blooming through the snow. Spring
gets into the very air. It’s like a half forgotten melody. The feeling of it
bubbles from a center that is both known and unknown, everywhere, and nowhere
that’s fixed. It meets every sense with its irresistible invitation that
whispers, Come outside. Come and play. Hey, I’m growing out here. Don’t you
want to see? Come and smell this rose, that sweet olive. Look at this fat
Magnolia bud that I have brought about just for you, or at least it seems that
way. And that fat bud is as soft as cotton. The unfolding petals will be like
satin and its scent will be something between sugar and lemon. Looking at it,
my mouth waters and I am beauty-drunk, saturated with joy. I have an urge to
skip.
So, out I went one day this week and found that all this life
was beginning, renewing itself without me, in spite of inattention. The
photographs show the proof. Evidence of life abounds in my garden. And very
soon, it will abound in bookstores, too! I wonder, when spring is oncoming,
what is your first awareness? What is the very first inkling you have? The one
that makes you pause and say to yourself: I have to go outside. I'd love for you to leave your answer in a comment....
I love the springtime too. Some of my pansies have survived the winter and I can see them outside my window as I type. The return of the birds is my signal that spring has arrived. They come around the window in the morning and are a joy to behold.
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Love your comment, Linda, and share your joy in watching the birds. So glad you stopped by!
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